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Poignant observations. I got sick in my mid 20s and it made me embrace the now. Then I hit 40 and I thought now it never. I’m heading to 50 now and I’m on the road of ‘do what you want and do it now’!!

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Excellent way of being and living!

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Living in Hungary, I had a similar upbringing, as you. Being 80, I have limited time to change. I am lucky, that having been a workaholic, I never felt the rewards coming late. Because the rewards were the well delivered results of my work itself. My real secret was that I managed to set my work goals for myself, and tried not to wait for my bosses. Of course, I had to suffer from failures, too, but success came more frequently.

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What an amazing approach!

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Partly, you have to be lucky, but confidence and trust will definitely help, too. Wish you all the three in your pursuits.

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The Japanese work ethic is respect. I enormously respect the lessons you give us.

Oh Gosh, I am so lucky that I met you before I die. I delayed everything I wanted to do. I cannot delay any more.

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Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this immensely beautiful acknowledgement! You have made my year!!!

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Yes, love this reminder to live now instead of for later! Yes, I did that too and it affected my health. Now it's about living in the moment for me instead of later!! So glad you are too, Magdalena!

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I love having and sharing these aha moments!

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This is SO good!

How often do I have "delayed gratification" confused with "it's not OK to be content/satisfied"?

Or worse: "It's not OK/not safe to experience my own joy" ?

Wonderful deep thoughts to reflect on, journal on, and take on as a challenge to break up old brain patterns that no longer serve me.

Thank you!

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Excellent points!

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Tons of good reactions here. I still think, if the work is well done, then success is already here. Of course it is an inner success. You can't buy a dinner for it.

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Inner success and fulfillment - very well said!

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The most important lesson of my life.

Scottish heritage and parents who lived through WW11 and Depression will do that too..

But a health scare early on in my life and seeing chronic illness, pain and old age changed everything for me.

Every hour now is precious.

'Later' is for stuff I don't want to do.

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Beautiful approach ! Supported by such powerful life lessons.

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I would definitely pass the marshmallow test. I function better when I do my work first, then relax because don’t like tasks hanging over my head.

A good way of appreciating what we have now is to pretend you are travelling back in time from a future self. A 90 year old me would find plenty to savour in my present life.

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Love the idea of asking the 90 year old self ! Brilliant

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I really enjoyed your story and how you were conflicted between your Polish values and the American lifestyle.

It's an important reminder that both are important: working hard today but also finding joy today because we can't take tomorrow for granted.

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As always, well said Veronica

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